bad news

i lost my job. finally. teamwork with colleagues was really maddening. my bandmaster was a big jerk. i am not angry at all. now its in my hands. everything will be better. i wanted to do big steps so now its here. what will i do? i got some offer for establishing new band and surely i will search for employment for safety's sake. maybe its not so bad news as it look like. its a big change but maybe the right step towards the future. my 25th anniversary is getting closer and i want to do some radical changes to that date and probably this is the omen. now i must make an effort to do the right steps to right direction.