i'm not sleepy

it's early morning and i'm still not sleepy. i was almost sleeping, but i suffered the critical 15minutes of doze, so i can keep going. i've got mug of tonic water on the desk, i hear the birdsong, maybe i'm gonna eat something, but i don't wanna sleep. i'm sleeping alone anyway. nobody's waiting for me in my bed. i want to change it. it will be nice to spend more time in bed, when i'll share my bed with somebody else. normally i'm not sleeping much; just around 4-6 hours, but when i'll have a bedmate, i won't spend so much time by internet and so. i know, i'm free and single and one-night-stand style was good for a long time, but i want to have serious relationship, now it's on the best way to do it. i don't know how it will be, but i'm gonna try, not play a game.