ready?

well, tonight i have to play on a party. i had really short time to prepare for that event, but i'm not interested in it. i'm gonna sleep and than i'll add something to my lyricsbook, try some new things for a second time and i'm ready. is it enough? i think not. who cares? next two months will be more important for me, so i need to end this needless event and finish preparing for switzerland. wait, was i preparing? no? well, i have to start preparing. is the 3-4 days enough? of course not, but i must be. maybe i had a lot of time for that, but can you imagine how much free days i gained by doing nothing? a lot. well, now i will have a hurry, but i like the way i do it. it's an adrenaline. i wish myself good luck tonight. i need it. i will play with my agent who's giving me a work abroad. he told that evening is test if i'm good enough, but i know it's not true, because i signed the papers. he just needed someone to play with and i was free. bad luck for me.