goodbye

well, i won't keep you in suspense any longer. what happened to me? something big, what turned my life to different way. i can't continue writing here, i'm sorry. yes, i want to go on blogging, but i wanna be more open-hearted and share more of my feelings and write much more. this blog seems to me like trial, not real blog. i understand, maybe lot of you got accustomed my way of blogging, but i don't like it like this anymore. it's chaotic and it's not showing me as i am, it was just fragments and it was distorting me and didn't gave a good account of myself. i can show you more of me and i will try to do it in better shape. i don't want to give here a link to my new blog. i can give you it, if you will be really interested in it, but not at all costs. i will start from beginning. it not just about a blog, it's about me. i want to do some radical changes and my decision is its part. i want to change more than just this. what else? it's another story and here is no place to tell you about it. i want to thank for patience, all of my regular readers. if you exist, you know how to contact me. it's hard to make such cut, but i did it. i'm not telling goodbye to you, just to blog. i'm not dying, just developing. so this is the last words...